I have been doing pretty well on this whole weight loss thing. I couldn't resist and weighed myself this morning. 171. Down 2.4lbs since last week. I have done SIWW the last 5 days in a row. I have lost a total of 17.6lbs. I have noticed the difference in my clothes and in my feeling of general health. However, I still feel like a super huge fat ass. Wtf. I just want this weight to be gone and to be gone now. If I had actually stuck with it back in the beginning of October I could probably be like another 15 lbs lighter than I am now. And if I had just stuck with it last year when I did this, I wouldn't even need to have this blog. I would be hot, confident, and have more than 3 outfit choices.
It just really sucks. I hate being stuck here in the weight loss trenches. What sucks even more is that I know for me, there is no immediate way out of this funk. The only way to shake this feeling is to get back down to 115, which is a long long way from here. 56 more pounds. It's just this huge number staring me in the face. *sigh* I just got to keep on going, I can't quit now.
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